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You always said I'm such a piece of shit
Now I'm starting to believe it
I know I couldn't give you what you need
Because I made everything about me
I'm sorry that I pushed you away
Honestly I'm surprised that you stayed.
I know I can get nasty
But then you just ask me
What are you going to do with yourself

I get anxious when I'm by myself
So I stay surrounded by everyone else
I keep on fretting
And keep on regretting
What I have done to myself

I get sick to my stomach when I hear your name
All because I know that I'm to blame
For making you so cautious
And concerned about your losses
What did I make your hate about yourself

People think that I'm so relaxed
But they don't understand that it's just an act
To convince everyone I know
That I don't feel so alone
I get so scared nothing compares
How have I become myself

You packed up shit and you left today
I didn't think I was dependent on the way
That you made feel not so insane
Now there's always a haze in my brain
I'm always upset
I know I'm a mess
I only did this to myself

I'll drive to your house and knock on the door.
You never answer me anymore
I'll driver home sober and still get pulled over
What am I going to do with myself


from Live With It., released October 16, 2016


tags: acoustic Kent


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Nic Adkins Kent, Ohio

Songs about getting over ur baggage


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